Breakdown

(breakdown,
breakdown,)

Breakdown,
mental state in disrepair,
so much emotion in such an empty stare,

drowned in thoughts of screams,
nothing is what it seems,
(breakdown,
breakdown,)
brought to such extremes,
only passing on in dreams,

breakdown, (breakdown)
to the last and worst approach,
where dreams can be seen
but I'm not even close,
breakdown, (breakdown)
until I'm begging for mercy
on my knees screaming "I'm not worthy"

to breathe, to speak, to think
breakdown
brought on by so many things,
all I want to do is go to sleep
it's calling me through dreams,
breakdown after breakdown, (breakdown)
waiting for something else, (breakdown)
this insanity is my living hell,

(breakdown,
breakdown,)
worried faces inside empty stares,
waiting for peaceful rest or someone that cares.

(breakdown.
breakdown.)
hope hasn't left me, but my expectations (breakdown),
I can offer no more explanations,
after all the instigation I can't help but (breakdown.)
breakdown.

(breakdown.
breakdown.)